smorgasboard.

#1. I don't think I remember how to work anymore. I'm trying to write a term paper on how revolution suppresses femininity through fashion (really just the best topic EVER) and I cannot do it. I feel lame.

#2. got accepted into the honors program at hunter today -- suck it guidance counselor who laughed in my face when I told her I was going to apply there!

#3. I look emaciated because this illness makes me not hungry and when I am hungry I can only eat a few bites before feeling full. I never thought I would complain about looking thin, but I look sickly. seriously. it's gross.

will update later. obviously I'm procrastinating (see item #1). I also feel drained of creativity and introspection right now, so maybe something will happen that will make me feel less voided.

in the meantime, do what I'm doing and watch how to make it in america (and check out the mixtape soundtrack too, pretty word).