Friday, December 11, 2009

we're helpless & out of control

isn't it funny how the mind works? things register, we move on, and then we come back to them -- and replay the scene over and over and over again in our heads. well, why? why do we so often replay traumatic events? you would think that we would never, ever want to relive those moments, but we do.

so now I step back and reflect. is it worth it to replay my rejection from Columbia? no. it's a waste of my time. there isn't one thing I could have done differently on my application or in my life. I tried my best, and if my best wasn't good enough? well then a big ol' fuck you to columbia u. (in the kindest way possible.)

much love.

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